Made the switch

To tumblr

Love u blogspot!

Uve done wonders for me!

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I look into his eyes little eyes and I see his beautiful heart.
He's so pure, so happy, he's a piece of art.
His dad is sick, and he's starting to get scared
He doesn't deserve to see his dad like this, its impossible to be prepared

It hurts me to see this little kid so sad,
Why does god do this? It makes me so mad.

I'm going to try to help fill a role that can never be replaced.
It will be the toughest situation I have ever faced

I just want to be there and keep him on track
And fill a male role that he will lack
.........................................................................................
faith and love is the only thing that will carry us through this. I believe that everything happens for a reason. God has done this for a reason. I will stick by this kids side, who knows this may be my purpose in life..just gotta stay strong for him.
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so much on my mind

as every day goes by, i just wish i could be with you.

as every day goes by, i just wish i could see you

im going thru a lot, and i wish u were by my side.

but dont worry cuz soon enuff, we will be back together and

all my worries will vanish, just like they always do when im with you.

i miss ur smile

i miss ur laugh

i miss ur heart

i miss ur love

i miss ur lips

i miss ur hugs

i miss everything

but i guess its life. i mean im making the best of my time back home and i truly have the best friends in the world.. holla to my boys rohit khanna, andrew, and my BOY AMIT! theres ur shoutout son!

.........................................................................................................................................................................

i am growin up so much so fast right now, and its kind of a trip

learning so much about myself, and im just now maturing,

but for some reason my heart hurts right now.

its heavy, something is holding it down.

im trying to figure out what it is.

maybe its cuz i cant be with you

maybe its becuase of what i am going thru

whatever happenz and whatever the reason is. i have to hold my head high and stay strong. im not depending on any1 anymore,. just gotta take care of myself, and let god put me on the right path. he will help me, he will answer my prayers. i know it. i have faith. everything happenz for a reason.....

one love,

navinkrishankhetarpal

ps. i dont write this blog for any1 to see. i dont write this blog for her to read. i dont write it for any1 to read. i write it for myself. its me expressing myself.

I can't stop thinkin about her and its 330 AM.
Its crazy cuz 6 months ago this time, I was sad and depressed up at 330.
But now I just am sittin here smilin and thinkin about how amazing she is and how lucky I am to have her. Its weird, every song I listen to I think about her.

I miss her a lot, its been 3 days, and time apart is alaways good,but I wish I could be with her. And see her beautiful smile that fills my soul with true bliss.

Idk just stuff on my mind. I'm tired....
night

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Is it?

Is it love, well it definately feels like it and my heart tells me it just might be.
Then stuff happens, something goes wrong and its the same feelings I just can't see

But the truth is, at the end of the day, whether I'm happy, sad, tired, stressed or depressed. I still want her to be by my side
Because she's more than my gf, she's my best friend in who I confide.

It may be love or it may not I just have to live my life and keep a smile on my face.
I can't worry about too much or speed it up its not a race.

I was pushing this relationship way to fast, and now its time to ease off the pedal and lightly tap the brakes
Cuz I know that I this relationship will work, cuz I'm willing to change and I know I have what it takes

Its time to stop forcing it, and let go of this load
and let god guide me down the right road

...Freestyle poem... That's how I do... I don't like how this turned out... Its cool thoo..I feel a lot better...

Nav out!


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Is it?

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There's still somethin botherin me, idk what it is tho. I wish I could just settle my mind and relax. Tommorows plan......football games, the range with ro, and possibly roscoes with the homiez. Congratz to my boy mcneez and austyn cs on the wyoming bowl game win...quote of the day

"The couple that fights the most is the one most in love... it shows they care enough to notice the other one screwed up and care enough to mention it to the person so they can fix it. When you stop fighting it means you stopped caring."

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Venting for blog:

So this week was crazy. So much happened, so much got better. Thingz will build back to where they were. In my eyes, it was 2 steps backwards and 3 forward. Every problem we resolve will make us stronger. Idk what I'd do without my best friends. Keep me in check.247.here are some major lessons of the week:

- Keep a good balance between gf and homiez.
- Stop trippen so hard for no reason
- Don't solely depend on any1 to take care of you.
-respect opinions and feelings of others
- don't drink with glasses on
- don't drink with wallet in pocket.
- love with your heart and not ur mind. Go with the flow.
- shut the fuck up and LISTEN!
- its not about ME all the time
- BE GRATEFUL for everything we have in life. And never take anything for granted. Never. It can be gone the next day

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shes infront of me studying and i cant stop lookin at her and admiring how beautiful she is...

"Sweat pants, hair tied, chillin' with no make-up on

That's when you're the prettiest, I hope that you don't take it wrong"

i can sing that loud and so true.

its the truth.

she is one of the best things that has ever happened to me.

she loves me, i love her.

cant ask for much more.

pretty content with my life right now.

except i have 2 finals tommorow.! still studying

night..love you all

Its all out there

Its off my chest. It feelz great. Everything I have been thinkin about is solved and as for this relationship, I have no worries. She's everythin I look for in a girl. Idk what I would do without her. She makes me smile when no1 else can....

Ima leave with a siq quote I found.

"Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when u hang up on him,who will lie under the stars and listen to ur heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch u sleep..wait for the boy who kisses your forehead,who wants to show you off to the whole world, who holds ur hand infront of his friends, who thinks ur jst as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding u of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have you..."

Dope quote by anonymous. Found it today on a random website. No homo.

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it feels different

i had her and yes it was great while it lasted

but what i have with you, is different, its multi faseted,

we were great friends who became lovers, and beaucause of this

this is not like others,

theres something inside of me that goes crazy when i see you or hear ur voice

it reassures daily that imade the right choice

ya its early, and some say i might just be infatuated

you truly are the best girl ive ever dated

all i live for is to make u smile and hear u laugh your heart out

i want you to know, making u happy, is all i care about.

crazy shit

one month. damn.

Is this what life is if about.


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I wish

We didn't have so much going on. We could cuddle, talk, watch movies, just str8 chill. I care more about what's goin on in ur head, and what ur thinking rather than anything else. When I see ur smile, it fills me with happiness. Some people just don't get me, or understand me. But you do. I know u see past the front I put up sometimes. And i know ur there 4 me, cuz I'm here for u. Whenever u need me and wherever you are.



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Gotta get it off my chest.

U make me wonder. I feel like, there is still so much I don't know about u. But I guess
It will come in time. I want u to trust me 100%, but I feel like ur hesistant...what can I do to get this trust? ...I'm not going anywhere, you really don't gotta worry. I just wanna sit down and talk to u for hours. As weird as that sounds.


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I always know what to say,
But when I see those eyes, everything goes away.
Everything about her makes me go so insane.
She's the medicine to every single pain.

Her love, her smile, and her beautiful heart are what got me to fall.
I have forgotten my past, and she is the only girl I want to call.

I'll do everything in my power not to see her frown.
She's my beautiful princess and she deserves a crown.
Nothings for sure, but she definately changed my game.
She has changed me for the better and I'll never be the same.

God has blessed me with her presence in my life and I thank him every day.
And I thank him for answering me when I pray.











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..

An unsure girl
A traveled guy
Whatshouldtheydo?
Confusion sets in
Stress takes effect
This loves starting to feel perfect
Is it too soon?
Only time will tell.

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Material

Are we too caught up with what we own, we need to let go
Are we too caught up with what's going on, we need to just live
We are trapped in everything we have.
We are stuck.
Atleast I am.
I need to get out.
Now.


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Am I alone?

I look around I see no 1 of my kind

Where am i?

I pan and something familiar I cant find

Who am i?

I search within and search my mind

Can u help?

I need u

Feel it

She's so far, but I can still feel her love
It travels miles, just to reach her nav.
Over land and maybe over sea.
All I know is that she loves me
Even when I feel alone, I know she's by my heart
I love her so much, and I don't want this feeling to depart
It's a stretch that it could ever be how I want it
But I don't care, I will still flaunt it
She's all I care about, and it no debate.
I love this chemistry that we were able to create.
I'm officially in love for the first tiime and it's insane
Love. Is tough so I feel the pain



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Best poem

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?

where am i?

who am i?

what have i become?

is it real?

is anything real?

some times answers just cant b found

they have to be discovered

distance

we are miles apart, but i can barely feel the gap.

u can truly make me smile when i feel like crap

without u in my life, i wouldnt know my purpose

when i see u, my mind will b a circus

i will be in a frenzy, and everything will feell just right

you are vital to me on my uphill plight

u are a key factor in my life and the reason i wake up 

ur beautiful through the phone,in person, dressedup or no makeup

ur beauty glows from within and thats why im attracted

i love u so much, and ill never get distracted

you bring a happiness to myself that no1 else can help me reach

you bring me to a point of love, where i have no speech

ur on my mind every day and every night

with u i feel safe inside, and i have no fright

i love you girl, and i miss u more that u can imagine

u are my one only true passion

the one that i would drop everything for 

ill always b with u, and ill never walk out the door

just pormise me, that u feel the same

and be happy that

u just made this player, stop playin the game

I love college. Ayy

Wuzzgood

Bloggers.
Poems to come.
Been outta my shit recently
I'm sorry :( love you, my very few readers
Just settlin in to my new life and makin my name!
I hope I still have people reading this! Hahaha. College has been amazing. Miss some
Aspects of home. Fam/some friends
It's cool tho. It's part of life.
Holla back bloggas
Love you.


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It's begun

The next stage in my life has begun.
This uphill battle of changing myself has to b won.

I've been thru so much to get where i am.
Not many people think I can do it, but I know I can.

I have to just be myself and trust my good heart
This new me I'm becoming will b a piece of art.

I just have to prioritize and keep my head on straight
And keep myself positive and make sure I do great.

What will keep me going is my family and the mAn above.
That along with my friends tenderness and love.

All I know at this point, I can show the true essence of my inner being.

And yes

It's the new Navin you will all be seing

--navinkaykhetarpal.

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Oc register?

Hahaha

My long tweet haha..

This is it..gooobye address!

Swallow that pill that they call pride. Today is my last day home..lifes moving so fast. Im gonna miss some
People back home mainly family..But there are some special people I'll Miss too and they knw who they r. Life has takn me on some crzy twists and turns.Time to grow up..I never could change who I wuz in the eyes of the people I grew up with the last 4 years. But now it's new poeple a new life I can't fck it Up this time. Im out mis twijos,my twiggas,my tweeple, and my tweetsquad.Thanks4 followin.The day @kidcudi cancels his Twitter I will 2.Blog is where the focus will be..good bye 818,661 it's been real u taught me a lot. Like @Rjcollins is gon make 805 proud Im gonna make 661. 1luv


That was my goodbye adress via tweet.
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Hey

Tash

Haha.
I leave for college in 2 days people
Scary az fuhhhhhk

I've been really busy. I'll get back to Yall wit a poem in the next 48 hrs!



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What are the chances?

Probably slim.
But u never know
And I'll never give up!
I leave in 3 days! Love my fam.


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Supp my bloggers

Not that I hve any.
But I love to pretend I do ajah..
About to bake some coookiess tho! Lol.
I'm enjoying every last moment that I have @
Home right now..I move into Henley 138 in 4 dayz..oh fck! lOL it's all good not really cuz I haven't started packin..whatevs..poem later if I'm not on the phone wit this girlllllll.haha. She single-handedly can turn my day around..


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Show em

They wanna see me on my back
They wanna see my life derailing off the right track
They wanna see every little thing that I lack

They can't wait till I fall flat and never be what I want.
They are waiting, Just to taunt.
From here on I will stay humble and I'll rarely flaunt.

Oh I Just can't wait to prove my fans that they were right.
I wanna show my true believers that i will take flight
I am waiting for that day to Just shine bright.

They don't take me serious and it makes my bones quiver.
But it's them who I will show, I can deliver.

Ohh I'll show em when the time is perfect.. nd their jaws will drop.
Ohh I'll show em that I made it to the top.

--Navin Kay khetarpal

Shoutoutz to my true friends. College is 13 days away. Fck. Lol. Hit me up people. Missin it.

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Migrane

Please go away. Early night tonight. Don't have that person to talk to tonight! Lol. Itz all good. Happy burthday Bhua!

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Shits

Been crAzy the last few night. Was on the phone til 7AM the other day haha..shits been alright kinda weird..kinda amazing..kinda crazy..lol..poem later today..Kay? Hit me up people


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Idkay

I feel like I need to write about something so common an sentimental.
But these problems goin on in the world are just so mental.

At this point, to yall I'm something like a rental. Used.
I'm mentally unstable and mentally abused
Some love to see me weak, there just so amused

It's those people who don't know me that see me fallen and don't want me to rise.
But I'm gonna be atthe top and be the biggest surprise.
Keep doubting me but I've rid myself of this life of lies.
U will no longer need to respond and hear my cries

It's a new chapter in my life and in my books.
It's a new life comprised as a new me mentall and physically with my looks.
I'm movin on from this spoonfed life of love and the crooks.

I'm gettin happy now and nothing stands in my way.
I'm going to bold black and far from that shady gray.
I've crumbled my past, learned and threw it away.
Im a new man feelin happy and feelin so gay.

I'm a new person who is all togehter and will never again fray.

--Krishna within Navin kay

Amazing night.
Realized what's good in life.
What I need.
I'm gettin it all off my chest time for some sleep? Haha I think not


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Oh

You are my motivation.

I have some great friends. Sorry
For overlooking you all.

This month might have been the best month for me as a person in a LONG time.

14 days

Buenos noches!
:)
Smiles baby!


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Ya

I'm blessed with material things. And an amazing family who has given me so much. Ya I can come off as one thing. I haven't worked for much in my life. But wait and see who I become and what I become. I love you all I love the world. Takin it to the next level. Please continue every1 sayin what your saying. Just wait. That's all I have to say. I'm going to bed with a huge smile on my face. :)

--krishan jr.
That's who I am.
Ye!


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Damn

This is legit. Lovinliffee!
Day with the fam
Let go and got rid of so much of
My life! Feelz good peeps. Movin
On up! I feel like change is coming upon me.
Geez louizzee she is legit!

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I

Can't be doing this shit for every1 else..I gotta do
It for myself..

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"When

We really want certain people to care about us, we focus most of the attention on them, the people who will never care, and we overlook the people who care about us now and always will care about us."

Quote by
Navin Krishan Khetarpal
August 8th,

Looong night. Noodle time. Ye. Haha.
Very few people make me this happy.
This person really truly from the bottom
Of her heart cares about me. U never know
Right?
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I think

I'm too burnt out to do anything. Tommorow: morning-ro..afternoon-chiropractor..evening-SC football practice..night-alizas? Maybe we will see..hit me up every1

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Stage 3

Stage 1: from kindergarden to 8th grade
Man that shit went by, and the whole memory is just a fade.

Stage 2: man it's high school one of the biggest growing stages.
Wow I can believe it over and I'm writing my book filled with pages. HS filled it with love stories, mysteries, and sad dramas. It was a time in which I met some real and some fake bradas! Now it's time to move on and learn from every exirience the I have endured. It's time to change who I am is what I have conferred

Stage 3: it starts now or at the latest in a few weeks. At this point I'm changes just a few tweaks. I don't know what to expect as a student or as an independent dude. I definately don't know how to do my laundry. Fuck I'm screwed.

Stage 4: I don't even know when u begin or finish. I know that my inner love and heart through all these years will not diminish.


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Airplanevents!

So many different types of people. Eacho of them
With a different life and different story. Some rich some poor some inbetween. We all gotta be grateful for the people god has surrounded us with and be grateful for the lives he's given us. No1 lives a perfect life, every1 has their own obstacles. I feel a lot better after this week. Couldn't have asked for a better person to spend time with than my sister. Oh and I got a fedora. Itz sick. Airplane is chillen. Got my headphones and my music! That's all I need! We are starting out decent into orangecounty..fuck them and tellin me to turn my iPhone off. They don't understand wat this thing means to me! It's my baby.. But I could turn it off and be cool any day..should I do it tommorow? U tell me! Haha I wonder who still reads my blog..if u read this text me 6619937503..I'll leave you all with this bomb quote I saw on the Internet.


"Knowing is not enough; we must apply. Being willing is not enough; we must do."
~Leonardo Da Vinci



Actually I changed my mind. I wanna type more haha maybe I'll write a poem!

Alright
Peace!
Lovelifeyall!
Yadig?
Aha
HI HATERS!
I love you all!
Man this shit makes me feel good.

-kid curri!

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New new

Should I write about the economy being "so bad"
I feel like it's all a cycle
Should I write about people going mad?
I feel like it's life
Should I write about another lost love?
I feel like a broken record
Should I write about the influence and how I'm above?
I feel like liar
Should I write about my personal struggles and problems that are evident?
I feel like just another person fishin for some sympathy.
Should I write about how it's time for change and we got a new president?
I sound like every1 else in the world.

It's time to find new things to be about and express
Enough with the sob stories and being so stressed.
Its Time to love life and realize we've all been blessed


--navster OUT!


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I'm Me!

Who am i?

I am a kid who never gives up on his dream

The only kid who knows he will make the team



I am the kid who knows what he wants

The kid whose past just haunts



I am the kid who has been through a lot

Its true and thru these hard times, I truly fought



I lost a girl, I lost a friend.

I lost a respect that will b hard to mend



I disrespected my family my friends and my name

Now I have this horrible type of fame



But all of it was a sacrifice to be a better person

Im no longer the one in the back laughin and cursin



I went from being a boy to being a man

And now I know god is my loyal fan



Cheering for me to become great

What can I say? Its just my fate



I have changed so much as u all can see

Im nobody else…im just ME

--navzzz

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Yee. I need feedback people!

Latenightvents part 3!

Yo just in bed. Long day. With sis. Dipped like 4 times todaay. Fml. I love it. Anyways. Shits better. Family is what matters most. Blood is thicker than water and water is the only common thing me vs the random person next to me have in common. My sister is my hero. I officially think my brain is adjusting this chnage. But it'll never be adjusted fully. That's the way things are. Newps was siq. India in October. Lookin forward to it. Holla to all my readers outthere..loyal Navin fans..or should I say kid curri! My friends are all going there ways slowly. It sucks. Life moves on and those who truly mean something to u will...20 days..fkk..oh and loyal fans..don't stop believing. Every1 is gonna wanna b my fan as the years go by. But it's you all that I love and always will. Keep trustin the good u see in people. Shoutoutz to my girl Mackenzie..hang in there..I feel ur situation..shoutoutz to McNeezy,ro..tru hamiez..whap! Cara math..b who u are, not what people want u to be..think about that and soak it in. Rach, I know ur reading. U have been one of the influencial people in my life and thanks for teaching me everything..I'm sorry abt everything I did....I can never make it up to u..biggest shouout to my
Huge fanz..mom,dad,grandma,Tash,..


But my biggest fan..GOD!
Thanks for blessing me with a beautiful life

I'm gonna b big one day. Mark my words. Laugh now>weep later!

Poem? I think so

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Distance

So the friends I have today, will they be here tommorow?
It's this inner feeling of inconsistency that brings me sorrow

It's been so for many months and possibly years
It's been the reason I've shed so many tears

This inconsistency of people outside my own blood
This inconsistency has been fillin me up, this is the flood

People who were my life and my "best friends"
are no longer ready to make mends.

So I guess it's true, waters not like blood, it's thinner
In this cruel game of life, who's the winner?

This time i don't know what I did. It's like Nancy drew mystery.
And as time goes by these problems will be history.

But homiez, please tell me what I did wrong?
Was this distance just way too long?

--nav
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Shitz horrible. Itz how I feel. Peace haters.

"LA, a sunny place for shady people" -Lexy L

Drifting

Starts now..
Wow


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End of the road

I guess this is it
You go your way,
I go mine.

I hope were still gonna
Chill and talk all the time.

While ur out, drunk, leanin
And flirting with who knows who.

I'm chillin alone. Pondering and wondering
What did I do?

Oh well tho. Seems like the tables have turned.
I guess it's a bunch of lessons that I Learned

I won't really ever move on.
I'll still think of u when "kiss me thru the phone"
Is on..

Oh well, I lost u, and it seems like I've lost so much more
This shit hurts so bad. All the way down to the core.

Wow this feeling is like a shooting pain right thru
My heart.
Seeing you everyday felt good, but def wasn't smart.

I will leave u all with this one quote, it a hard pill to swallow.
Now my heart feels empty and hollow

"Oftentimes we say goodbye to the person we love without wanting to. Though that doesn’t mean that we've stopped loving them or we've stopped to care. Sometimes goodbye is a painful way to say I love you."



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What's up

Sorry. Didn't get to write last night. But I promise. U will get a few today. At the most inspiring place in the world..damn..it's early tho!


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Illness

This is an illness that can't be cured
It has symptoms and can be terminal

What's the medicine?
There is none. The only thing
That will make it go away partially
Is broken trust, loss of confidence,
And time.

But this illness in full force will never go away.
So why and try to suppress it?
Just embrace it and be it.

This illness can kill but at times it can
Keep you alive and sane.
This illness can't be faked or impostered,
This illness is something that millions crave
This is the illness that will find happyness and pave your way
This illness is LOVE

--nav

Latenightvents Part 2

God this shiit is pissin me
Off. I need alone NaV time.
But at the same time. I don't want it
I want somw1 there with me.
Haven't really had the friend support lately.
Prolly all gonna b partying tommorow night.again.
But I'll b alone. Sickkkk. I should let go. But I can't..
Am I really fckin myself over?? Fckk..I Just wanna leave..but I don't..agh! .. BrandonChun.. This is Just me geytin shit off my mind.poem of the night comin.

Laterz


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From mountin highs to valley lows

Wow.
Didn't think
This ever would
Be my life today,Now
I'm real sadd and feel like a fad
Wat I've done is wr0ng, but do I deserve this?
Oh well. It's time to move on and find new friends
Just really sucks that it has come to this end..my new
Life begins when i leave every1 in my past bhind.ithink it's time
--Navin Krishan.
Good night.




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(No Title)

Is it real?
I dunno don't ask me
Do u know?

But were so young
How could it be so?

I don't really know,
But it feels so special,
So right.

We stayed together after every.
Arguement Nd every fight.

Something just kept pullin us back.
Together like a magnet.

You would think after all of my
Dumb BS, you woulda had it.

But no, you saw the hope in my eyes
But now HS is over,
Fuck it's crazy how time flies

We enjoyed about 3 years on and off
We know eachother so well, we can
Tell eachothers cough.

We can look in eachothers eyes
And see something is wrong

We think about eachother after everY
Single usher, neyo and even souljaboy
Song.

The time we had together flew right
In front of our eyes
I'm sorry I got caught up in my life
Of lies

But things are different now and we both can tell.
WTF did I do, now I don't feel well.

Each moment I'm with u.
I feel like there's no1 else in the world

In my life ur the number one girl

After all the pondering in this poem.
I found it is real
nd it's that true love I can feel.


But really,
Now there's only about a month.
What should we do?
I have NO idea,
What about u?

--nav

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Fck. No title on purpose. Shits confusing. Idk what to do anymore. Go wiff the flow !

Life

Life is a gift, that we are all given, and should charish.
We can't let the love we all have within parish.
Continually we take it for granted and don't really appreciate the moment were expiriencing.
We always have "major problems" and don't appreciate the happyness life can bring.
The current problems most kids like me deal with are minor.
We gotta learn to forget the past and learn to be kinder
For at any moment, this privalege of life can be revoked.
So don't live life in panic or fear just always be stoked.
Life is precious more than any diamond or gold
Just be urself, strong and bold.

--nav


-- Post From My iPhone

One more

That last one was written a while back about 16 days..

Any wayz.

Next oNe comin soon people


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Losing sight

Another day passes, the sun rises and then the moon has it's chance to shine
Havin someone with u day in and day out is something truly divine

When ur alone days come and go and their is nothin to hold on to
It's a feeling in starting to become immune to

I'm wasn't raised in poverty, instead in a home with eternal love and joy
I was raised, and now I'm no longer a boy

Although I have a family that will love me and move mountains for my sake
It's this inconsistency I cannot take.

I'm going thru girls like they're nothin to my soul
But the truth is, Gettin all these girls is not my goal.

I have greater visions in mind, like a life of eternal happyness and being kind.

These visions are what at times I lose sight of
Honestly , baby all I want is ur love
--nav
-- Post From My iPhone

Kinda sounds like one I write b4z
Oh well.
Shit happenz
Night.
Or should I say
Morning.

Hahahah OMG.

http://msn.foxsports.com/nfl/story/9867096/Dear-Brett:-Thanks-for-finally-quitting

Brett finally called it quits!


-- Post From My iPhone

Dark to Light.

As the sun rises and the moon begins to disappear.
The feeling of love in my heart is what has become
Clear.
As the troubles and struggles turn to happyness and true extacy
It is your beautiful heart I can see
My rough nights and tough days have become filled with true bliss
And it all started with just one kiss
The evil and hate within my has turned into this crazy affection.
Your insane love has taken over me like an infection.
It's a feeling I wish will never depart from within my soul.
It's about time I change and achieve my goal

--nav
-- Post From My iPhone

Tough night.

Just like me, u didn't know know what to say or how to say it.
When u told me my heart fell into pieces.
Nothing can fix this deep cut, its beyond a first aid kit.
Now I'm broken, I hope this sadness ceases.


I'm torn up, and I can't really get mad or deranged
It just hit me like a brick wall and was a complete surprise.
But the surprise is, my feelings have not changed.
I hope now we can both look past the lies

I hope we can both take the higher road and be big about it.
But the problem is, I'm so sad I can't even sit
Idk what to feel and idk what to say
My brain is going crazy and is gonna fray

I have insane thoughts runnin thru my head,and crazy plots are invovled
But it's from these problems we will evolve.
I'm not gonna mark this as just another fight.
It was truly just a tough night.


--nav

Time to go home :(

Start from scratch

It's a clean slate, I got it all off my chest
I have nothing to hide and the truth is what is best

No more BS, no more lying to anyone, cuz that's lying to myself.
It's what's is truly best for my health

This means I will eliminate the dumb stress I brought upon me.
It will free me from my past, and let me be who I wanna be.

I'm not this guy that most of you see me as.
I'm a 180degree difference, I'm a great guy nomatter what any1 says

Sometimes I defer from my true being.
nd that's the change u will be seeing.

This poem is for no1 but for Navin krishan khetarpal
I will grow immensely, and no matter what I won't fall.

--nav

Holla at BKthirtyfive.Blogspot.com
Thanks, u inspire me.

it went down

Even though u knew, and I knew u did, I was shying away from what was real.

I just couldn't say it to u, it hurt me to see u so sad, just like u say. I feel what u feel.

I want u to know, I'm lookin to the future, and I'm everchanging
I'm a new person and I hope u see what I'm saying

Yea, it went down and it was a big mistake.
I don't want u to think the last 4 days I was being a complete fake.

I just couldn't do it, because I was scared to lose u again.
I just couldn't do it b/c I was scared to lose another friend

That's the last of the lies ull ever hear
Please let me see u, and keep u near.

I would say sorry, but that means nothing at all.
There's nothing else to say, but that I hope u call.

-nav

Sorry

After what I've done I only do and say so much to mend the broken soul.
To mend her beautiful heart I've turned into a black hole.

Sorry

It doesn't mean anything anymore, u crossed the line

Sorry

It's played out and u say it all the time

Sorry

U went crazy and went over board

Sorry

It hurt worse than gettin stabbed with a sword.

My "sorrys" are useless and mean absolutely nothing.
But I'll never do it again, and this is my metaphoric promise ring.


-- Post From My iPhone

What should I say?

So many thoughts runnin thru my head , they are running so frantically through my mind.
So many ideas And things to say, but it's the words I won't be able to find

When I see her I know I'm gonna b at a loss and won't be able to elaborate
I guess whatever I say and whatever happens, is just fate

Oh well, I sit here another night thinking about what I've done and how I can repair what I've broken down.
The last thing I ever wanna do again is make her cry or make her frown

I guess I gotta leave it up for my heart to do and say what is best.
Now it's time for me to stop thinking, and lay my mind to rest.
-- Post From My iPhone

Man

This is an unexpected twist. I have some decisions to make. Priorities to fill. Hmm. Tommorow should be interesting. Kicked it with Barry from barrys tickets, the lakers orthopedic surgeon Daniel khazzara, and Ron Hilton. Interesting hmm.


-- Post From My iPhone

Damn

Some people actually do read my shit
Lolz
Good morning.

Jumpin in shower

Hey you ;)
-- Post From My iPhone

Late night vents

I still don't understand why I am the way I am sometimes..why do I try to be someone I'm not deep down..I guess it's just another thing I gotta change about myself..that person I've faked being for so long is what I am turning into. No joke I feel like I'm changing tho..it's gettin better..when u critisize others u are exposing ur own insecurities. Hmm. Make me think bout what I b gettin mad about..anywys I kinda feel like a I need a fee right now..oh well..I hope this one girl is feelin the way I do. But we prolly jst friends in her mind..Ima write something about her..it's called guest star haha..ohh I like it..

Holla back

I'm glad

No1 reads my blog Tyme for another horrible poem? I think so.


-- Post From My iPhone

So I'm over this BS

I wanna go to college!


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Ima

Go crazy soon. Legitly, gonna go crazy.


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Navin Krishan

Isn't even as deep as Rj
Isn't even as artistic as Amit
Isn't even as smart as Ro
Isn't as nice as Karzel
Or as carefree as schad
Isn't even as ripped as Andrew
Isn't as cool as rappy
Isn't as good at football than any1

But what Am I?

I am me. Accept me for my flaws people! I'm happy with who I am becoming.

Give it time .. 'rome was def not built in one day'

I don't even like that quote. It should be a nicer city like Paris or Los Angeles haha..

I'm weird people. Get over it.
Judgemeallyouwant

-- Post From My iPhone

Damn

My shit ain't even good
Don't even know if it makes sense

I just do this cuz it makes me feel good.
No1 even reads my blog

I ain't aziz ansari,kid cudi, kanye, or any 1

Who am I tho?

I am

Navin
Krishan
Khetarpal


-- Post From My iPhone

Mistakes

Through life you make Mistakes that are big,small,expensive, cheap, accidental, idiotic and the list goes on.
No matter what the magnitude, u will always be looked down upon.

There are pity mistakes and at times they feel like armegeddon
But the key is to not dwell on it and learn a moral and don't forgetem

Disappointment will wither as time passes
Even tho it will seem as slow as molasses.

I deserved the punishment I was given and the consequence I hAve recieved.
But it's a new awareness from within that I have concieved.

Come sooner

It's the late night poetry sesh

It's where I can pour my feelins out and relieve my tension
It's the time when I feel like I'm in another dimension

It's the moment in which I feel so free
It's the period when I can just b me.

It's the fragment in time I don't care about lookin fresh

It's my late night poetry sesh.


-- Post From My iPhone

Gone

Uve been gone and countin the days since u bounced.
As soon as u left I found them girls and I pounced.

All I really wanted allthewhile
was to see u and make u smile

U hve a smile and a laugh that can change lives and peoples days
U can do it all without even talkin or speaking one phrase

There's a small chance we will ever be,
But promise, that what we have now will stay between u and me.

Ur still the girl that I think about daily and everytime I wake up.
To be honest I like u best with no make up.

So I can see the true you, which is the most beautiful girl in the world
U made me a better person and made me smile and giggle like a little girl.

--by me.
No homo.

-- Post From My iPhone

Missin you

U left while bCk and now i'm alone
Got no1 to talk to, text or the phone

I wish I cud just hit u up And see how u been,
But that would hurt u more than a blow on the chin.

It's been sometime, can we please hang in future
I promis i've become more mature

I'm changin for the better as a person again
And all I really want is to see u, just as a friend

But oh well now I'm left alone just another late night.
CAn u hit me bCk? Even on a website

-- Post From My iPhone

Up late

Cuz idk wHat's my fate. Where my life goin mAn I have no clue it's just something I cannot deal with I can't hear it. I don't know whAt I want, how r u supposed to. Blog thanks for listenin..idk if what I just said makes sense..oh well..I feel a lil better. Props to Ch..come bCk my nigha


-- Post From My iPhone

Ima G.

Shit was crazyyyyy

Stayin focused

Gotta keep my eye on the prize. Gotta let go of the past and move on to the next stage of my life. Can't wait til move in!


-- Post From My iPhone

Jack

Herer is King..holla back!


-- Post From My iPhone

Workinonit! (The Charles Hamilton Blog): He's Okay

Workinonit! (The Charles Hamilton Blog): He's Okay

Hookah

10 made in poker
hollllllaaa!

It's good to

Detach urself from the normal grind. Detach ur self from the same crowd every once in a while. It's good to put everything in perspective. Realize what's real in your life. I missed my sis. Finally get to kick it with her. Missin someone immensely tho.


-- Post From My iPhone

Workin

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LEBRON

LeBron gets dunked on by Xavier player, confiscates all video

By Chris Chase

It was assumed he was called "King James" because he reigns on the basketball court. But maybe LeBron James earned that nickname due to his tyrannical ways (in dealing with embarrassment).

On Monday, Jordan Crawford, a sophomore at Xavier (by way of Indiana), reportedly dunked on LeBron during a pick-up game at the LeBron James Skills Academy. Garry Parrish of CBSSports.com wrote that one high school player said, "it was bad". (We can only assume he meant "bad" in the Michael Jackson sort of way.)

LeBron must have agreed, because he had Nike officials confiscate the two videos that were taken of the dunk. (Parrish blames Nike, but reading between the lines it seems like the censorship was orchestrated by LeBron himself.)

Ryan Miller, a freelance photographer who was working at the camp that day, told CBSSports.com:

"LeBron called [Nike Basketball Senior Director Lynn Merritt] over and told him something," Miller said. "That's how I knew his name was Lynn. LeBron said, 'Hey, Lynn. Come here.'"

A few minutes later, Miller's tape was confiscated. 

Connecting the dots, it seems clear that LeBron didn't want video leaking out of him getting dunked on by a college sophomore, so he told a Nike official to get the tape. It was an understandable reflex move (gotta protect the image), but it also unnecessarily makes a mountain out of a molehill.

The Crawford dunk would have been a temporary embarrassment for LeBron. Let's say the video was put on YouTube. It blows up for a bit, dominates blogs for 36 hours, everyone has a good chuckle and then it's forgotten about.

But by censoring the tape, LeBron turns the dunk into a legend. On video, it's just a dunk. Without video, the jam can reach mythic proportions. Because nobody can see it, the story of the dunk will grow in stature with each telling. Today, it was a simple two-handed slam. In a few days, it will be a 360-degree windmill. By the time Crawford makes his Xavier debut in October, he will have jumped off LeBron's shoulders, flipped in the air, slammed the ball home with his left pinkie and then handed LeBron $3.99 for his dry cleaning.

Without the video, we'll never know. Although, given his past history, I think it's safe to say that LeBron probably walked off the court without shaking Crawford's hand.

So

Metimes in life. U miss most what u can't hVe anymore and want most what is unattainable. That's the way life goes. I gotta just leave the past in the past and move on to my future. But I can't conpletely forget about my past I have to tAke the lesson out of it.

Lmfao tonight.! This should be interesting hahahaha

Can't wait for chappy!

-- Ya boy Krish!

I had a bad day

And none of these helped

Wow

Another perfect day. :)


-- Post From My iPhone

Arizona

Grapeade! Haha nigstatuss



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Hi blog

Sorry I've been kinda nneglectin u lately! I'm backkk!

Beach today with some of the crewwww!

Bitches galore! Enjoy the game ha


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Levis

Way to jock vans haahaha.. These shoes are 29.97 LOL!

Living by my rules

"Finish each day and be done with it.
You have done what you could;
some blunders and absurdities have crept in;
forget them as soon as you can.
Tomorrow is a new day;
you shall begin it serenely and with too high a spirit
to be encumbered with your old nonsense."
Ralph Waldo Emerson



-- NavinKrishan

I miss the beach

My baby

Sushine

-- Post From My iPhone

I washot out dog

Thanks Andrew

Funny ass movie

It takes two to make a thing go right!

Harry khetarpal

Doing work


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Do u ever

Wonder if Twitter, the radio, a good Obama speech, the NBA finals etc. Is the WWF of America, shielding us from the truth? Fuckit Ima go to sleep


-- Navinkay

A view from the stands. Check me out next year

Chapman!

My home next year

Ro and

His usual texting sprees




-- Navinkay

Workin at the car wash

-- Navinkay

The California

Country side



-- Navinkay

Wow

I'm so over all the BS that I dealt with. Fuck it all, I'm about to escape into my own world tonight. Peace.


-- Navinkay

Wow the bay

Is kinda sketch



-- Navinkay

Goood

Bye frisco



-- Navinkay

Woke up

Feelin good. Coming home today :)


-- Navinkay

Sittin in union square

Watching people pass. Different orientations, colors, shapes, and
sizes. Every1 has their own unique background and have their own
expiriences which make them who they are today. They all made
decisions in their past that have molded their future and put them in
the position they are now. I'm building myself, I don't know who I am
yet, I'm getting close, but I am still not there. I miss my water.
Good day. Lots of shopping. THE HuNDREDds.

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10!

I love u phil!

That's

Rain

You don't miss your water

In n out!

That's what a hamburgers all about!

Some redneck

Shit. Haha driving to norcal

Michael L Jackson

Hahhhhh
VP grad.

thank you otis redding

In the beginning
You really loved me, oh
I was too blind
I could not see, now

But now that you left me
OOH, how I cried out, I keep crying
You don't miss your water
'Till your well are undried

I kept you crying
Sad and blue, oh my, oh
I was a playboy
I just wouldn't be true

But now that you left me
Good Lord, how I cried, I keep crying, I keep crying
Ooh, I've been miss my water
No I never miss my water
'Till my well are undried

I sit here and wonder
How in the world this could be, my, oh my
I never thought, oh, I never thought
You ever leave me

But now that you left me
Good Lord, good Lord, how I cried out
You don't miss your water
You don't miss your water
'Till your well are undried

Ooh, You don't miss your water, oh
You don't miss your water
'Till your well are undried
I miss my water
I keep missing my water
I keep missing my water
And I want my water
I need my water
I love my water
And I want my water
And I'am little destined now
And I'am little destined now
I want my water
I need wanting my water...

I do

Miss my water

New home

Cu!

Good morning

Beach at my feet. Eating my frosted flakes. Todays the day to chill. I
need my alone time.

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your so sketch about ur shit

i just wanna hold ur HAAAANNNNNDDD> thanks beatles. peace

Good

Morning. Whatsup for today? I don't know. I live life on edge. Shower
time. Later

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Lakers

Game was SO dope. foxy sittin next to me. kid cudi through the BBDD hollla

KiNG

JAAAA

Last nigt

Was awfully crazy haha.
Crazy doyers game. So much fun. My BOY!

sometimes

what you going through is transportation to what your going to.

Lakers game

This is heaven

lakers

game. tonight. just wokeup. obession with my macbookpro begins haha.

Remote control

Helicopter. My night.
Haha. Family over. So dope

Remote

Control helicopter. Tonight should b fun

My night=

New 320GB hard drive + BeatsByDr.Dre + MacBookPro