Late night vents

I still don't understand why I am the way I am sometimes..why do I try to be someone I'm not deep down..I guess it's just another thing I gotta change about myself..that person I've faked being for so long is what I am turning into. No joke I feel like I'm changing tho..it's gettin better..when u critisize others u are exposing ur own insecurities. Hmm. Make me think bout what I b gettin mad about..anywys I kinda feel like a I need a fee right now..oh well..I hope this one girl is feelin the way I do. But we prolly jst friends in her mind..Ima write something about her..it's called guest star haha..ohh I like it..

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