Sunday, December 27, 2009

Made the switch

To tumblr

Love u blogspot!

Uve done wonders for me!

Navinkrishan.tumblr.com

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Thursday, December 24, 2009

I look into his eyes little eyes and I see his beautiful heart.
He's so pure, so happy, he's a piece of art.
His dad is sick, and he's starting to get scared
He doesn't deserve to see his dad like this, its impossible to be prepared

It hurts me to see this little kid so sad,
Why does god do this? It makes me so mad.

I'm going to try to help fill a role that can never be replaced.
It will be the toughest situation I have ever faced

I just want to be there and keep him on track
And fill a male role that he will lack
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faith and love is the only thing that will carry us through this. I believe that everything happens for a reason. God has done this for a reason. I will stick by this kids side, who knows this may be my purpose in life..just gotta stay strong for him.
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Wednesday, December 23, 2009

so much on my mind

as every day goes by, i just wish i could be with you.
as every day goes by, i just wish i could see you
im going thru a lot, and i wish u were by my side.
but dont worry cuz soon enuff, we will be back together and
all my worries will vanish, just like they always do when im with you.
i miss ur smile
i miss ur laugh
i miss ur heart
i miss ur love
i miss ur lips
i miss ur hugs
i miss everything

but i guess its life. i mean im making the best of my time back home and i truly have the best friends in the world.. holla to my boys rohit khanna, andrew, and my BOY AMIT! theres ur shoutout son!




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i am growin up so much so fast right now, and its kind of a trip
learning so much about myself, and im just now maturing,

but for some reason my heart hurts right now.
its heavy, something is holding it down.
im trying to figure out what it is.
maybe its cuz i cant be with you
maybe its becuase of what i am going thru


whatever happenz and whatever the reason is. i have to hold my head high and stay strong. im not depending on any1 anymore,. just gotta take care of myself, and let god put me on the right path. he will help me, he will answer my prayers. i know it. i have faith. everything happenz for a reason.....



one love,
navinkrishankhetarpal




ps. i dont write this blog for any1 to see. i dont write this blog for her to read. i dont write it for any1 to read. i write it for myself. its me expressing myself.

Monday, December 21, 2009

I can't stop thinkin about her and its 330 AM.
Its crazy cuz 6 months ago this time, I was sad and depressed up at 330.
But now I just am sittin here smilin and thinkin about how amazing she is and how lucky I am to have her. Its weird, every song I listen to I think about her.

I miss her a lot, its been 3 days, and time apart is alaways good,but I wish I could be with her. And see her beautiful smile that fills my soul with true bliss.

Idk just stuff on my mind. I'm tired....
night

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Sunday, December 20, 2009

Is it?

Is it love, well it definately feels like it and my heart tells me it just might be.
Then stuff happens, something goes wrong and its the same feelings I just can't see

But the truth is, at the end of the day, whether I'm happy, sad, tired, stressed or depressed. I still want her to be by my side
Because she's more than my gf, she's my best friend in who I confide.

It may be love or it may not I just have to live my life and keep a smile on my face.
I can't worry about too much or speed it up its not a race.

I was pushing this relationship way to fast, and now its time to ease off the pedal and lightly tap the brakes
Cuz I know that I this relationship will work, cuz I'm willing to change and I know I have what it takes

Its time to stop forcing it, and let go of this load
and let god guide me down the right road

...Freestyle poem... That's how I do... I don't like how this turned out... Its cool thoo..I feel a lot better...

Nav out!


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Is it?

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There's still somethin botherin me, idk what it is tho. I wish I could just settle my mind and relax. Tommorows plan......football games, the range with ro, and possibly roscoes with the homiez. Congratz to my boy mcneez and austyn cs on the wyoming bowl game win...quote of the day

"The couple that fights the most is the one most in love... it shows they care enough to notice the other one screwed up and care enough to mention it to the person so they can fix it. When you stop fighting it means you stopped caring."

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