so much on my mind

as every day goes by, i just wish i could be with you.

as every day goes by, i just wish i could see you

im going thru a lot, and i wish u were by my side.

but dont worry cuz soon enuff, we will be back together and

all my worries will vanish, just like they always do when im with you.

i miss ur smile

i miss ur laugh

i miss ur heart

i miss ur love

i miss ur lips

i miss ur hugs

i miss everything

but i guess its life. i mean im making the best of my time back home and i truly have the best friends in the world.. holla to my boys rohit khanna, andrew, and my BOY AMIT! theres ur shoutout son!

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i am growin up so much so fast right now, and its kind of a trip

learning so much about myself, and im just now maturing,

but for some reason my heart hurts right now.

its heavy, something is holding it down.

im trying to figure out what it is.

maybe its cuz i cant be with you

maybe its becuase of what i am going thru

whatever happenz and whatever the reason is. i have to hold my head high and stay strong. im not depending on any1 anymore,. just gotta take care of myself, and let god put me on the right path. he will help me, he will answer my prayers. i know it. i have faith. everything happenz for a reason.....

one love,

navinkrishankhetarpal

ps. i dont write this blog for any1 to see. i dont write this blog for her to read. i dont write it for any1 to read. i write it for myself. its me expressing myself.