Friday, July 31, 2009
Latenightvents Part 2
Off. I need alone NaV time.
But at the same time. I don't want it
I want somw1 there with me.
Haven't really had the friend support lately.
Prolly all gonna b partying tommorow night.again.
But I'll b alone. Sickkkk. I should let go. But I can't..
Am I really fckin myself over?? Fckk..I Just wanna leave..but I don't..agh! .. BrandonChun.. This is Just me geytin shit off my mind.poem of the night comin.
Laterz
-- Post From My iPhone
From mountin highs to valley lows
Didn't think
This ever would
Be my life today,Now
I'm real sadd and feel like a fad
Wat I've done is wr0ng, but do I deserve this?
Oh well. It's time to move on and find new friends
Just really sucks that it has come to this end..my new
Life begins when i leave every1 in my past bhind.ithink it's time
--Navin Krishan.
Good night.
-- Post From My iPhone
(No Title)
I dunno don't ask me
Do u know?
But were so young
How could it be so?
I don't really know,
But it feels so special,
So right.
We stayed together after every.
Arguement Nd every fight.
Something just kept pullin us back.
Together like a magnet.
You would think after all of my
Dumb BS, you woulda had it.
But no, you saw the hope in my eyes
But now HS is over,
Fuck it's crazy how time flies
We enjoyed about 3 years on and off
We know eachother so well, we can
Tell eachothers cough.
We can look in eachothers eyes
And see something is wrong
We think about eachother after everY
Single usher, neyo and even souljaboy
Song.
The time we had together flew right
In front of our eyes
I'm sorry I got caught up in my life
Of lies
But things are different now and we both can tell.
WTF did I do, now I don't feel well.
Each moment I'm with u.
I feel like there's no1 else in the world
In my life ur the number one girl
After all the pondering in this poem.
I found it is real
nd it's that true love I can feel.
But really,
Now there's only about a month.
What should we do?
I have NO idea,
What about u?
--nav
-- Post From My iPhone
Fck. No title on purpose. Shits confusing. Idk what to do anymore. Go wiff the flow !
Thursday, July 30, 2009
Life
We can't let the love we all have within parish.
Continually we take it for granted and don't really appreciate the moment were expiriencing.
We always have "major problems" and don't appreciate the happyness life can bring.
The current problems most kids like me deal with are minor.
We gotta learn to forget the past and learn to be kinder
For at any moment, this privalege of life can be revoked.
So don't live life in panic or fear just always be stoked.
Life is precious more than any diamond or gold
Just be urself, strong and bold.
--nav
-- Post From My iPhone
One more
Any wayz.
Next oNe comin soon people
-- Post From My iPhone
Losing sight
Another day passes, the sun rises and then the moon has it's chance to shine
Havin someone with u day in and day out is something truly divine
When ur alone days come and go and their is nothin to hold on to
It's a feeling in starting to become immune to
I'm wasn't raised in poverty, instead in a home with eternal love and joy
I was raised, and now I'm no longer a boy
Although I have a family that will love me and move mountains for my sake
It's this inconsistency I cannot take.
I'm going thru girls like they're nothin to my soul
But the truth is, Gettin all these girls is not my goal.
I have greater visions in mind, like a life of eternal happyness and being kind.
These visions are what at times I lose sight of
Honestly , baby all I want is ur love
--nav
-- Post From My iPhone
Kinda sounds like one I write b4z
Oh well.
Shit happenz
Night.
Or should I say
Morning.
Wednesday, July 29, 2009
Hahahah OMG.
Brett finally called it quits!
-- Post From My iPhone
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
Dark to Light.
The feeling of love in my heart is what has become
Clear.
As the troubles and struggles turn to happyness and true extacy
It is your beautiful heart I can see
My rough nights and tough days have become filled with true bliss
And it all started with just one kiss
The evil and hate within my has turned into this crazy affection.
Your insane love has taken over me like an infection.
It's a feeling I wish will never depart from within my soul.
It's about time I change and achieve my goal
--nav
-- Post From My iPhone
Tough night.
Just like me, u didn't know know what to say or how to say it.
When u told me my heart fell into pieces.
Nothing can fix this deep cut, its beyond a first aid kit.
Now I'm broken, I hope this sadness ceases.
I'm torn up, and I can't really get mad or deranged
It just hit me like a brick wall and was a complete surprise.
But the surprise is, my feelings have not changed.
I hope now we can both look past the lies
I hope we can both take the higher road and be big about it.
But the problem is, I'm so sad I can't even sit
Idk what to feel and idk what to say
My brain is going crazy and is gonna fray
I have insane thoughts runnin thru my head,and crazy plots are invovled
But it's from these problems we will evolve.
I'm not gonna mark this as just another fight.
It was truly just a tough night.
--nav
Sunday, July 26, 2009
Start from scratch
I have nothing to hide and the truth is what is best
No more BS, no more lying to anyone, cuz that's lying to myself.
It's what's is truly best for my health
This means I will eliminate the dumb stress I brought upon me.
It will free me from my past, and let me be who I wanna be.
I'm not this guy that most of you see me as.
I'm a 180degree difference, I'm a great guy nomatter what any1 says
Sometimes I defer from my true being.
nd that's the change u will be seeing.
This poem is for no1 but for Navin krishan khetarpal
I will grow immensely, and no matter what I won't fall.
--nav
Holla at BKthirtyfive.Blogspot.com
Thanks, u inspire me.
it went down
I just couldn't say it to u, it hurt me to see u so sad, just like u say. I feel what u feel.
I want u to know, I'm lookin to the future, and I'm everchanging
I'm a new person and I hope u see what I'm saying
Yea, it went down and it was a big mistake.
I don't want u to think the last 4 days I was being a complete fake.
I just couldn't do it, because I was scared to lose u again.
I just couldn't do it b/c I was scared to lose another friend
That's the last of the lies ull ever hear
Please let me see u, and keep u near.
I would say sorry, but that means nothing at all.
There's nothing else to say, but that I hope u call.
-nav
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
Sorry
To mend her beautiful heart I've turned into a black hole.
Sorry
It doesn't mean anything anymore, u crossed the line
Sorry
It's played out and u say it all the time
Sorry
U went crazy and went over board
Sorry
It hurt worse than gettin stabbed with a sword.
My "sorrys" are useless and mean absolutely nothing.
But I'll never do it again, and this is my metaphoric promise ring.
-- Post From My iPhone
What should I say?
So many thoughts runnin thru my head , they are running so frantically through my mind.
So many ideas And things to say, but it's the words I won't be able to find
When I see her I know I'm gonna b at a loss and won't be able to elaborate
I guess whatever I say and whatever happens, is just fate
Oh well, I sit here another night thinking about what I've done and how I can repair what I've broken down.
The last thing I ever wanna do again is make her cry or make her frown
I guess I gotta leave it up for my heart to do and say what is best.
Now it's time for me to stop thinking, and lay my mind to rest.
-- Post From My iPhone
Man
-- Post From My iPhone
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
Damn
Lolz
Good morning.
Jumpin in shower
Hey you ;)
-- Post From My iPhone
Late night vents
Holla back
Monday, July 20, 2009
Sunday, July 19, 2009
Navin Krishan
Isn't even as artistic as Amit
Isn't even as smart as Ro
Isn't as nice as Karzel
Or as carefree as schad
Isn't even as ripped as Andrew
Isn't as cool as rappy
Isn't as good at football than any1
But what Am I?
I am me. Accept me for my flaws people! I'm happy with who I am becoming.
Give it time .. 'rome was def not built in one day'
I don't even like that quote. It should be a nicer city like Paris or Los Angeles haha..
I'm weird people. Get over it.
Judgemeallyouwant
-- Post From My iPhone
Damn
Don't even know if it makes sense
I just do this cuz it makes me feel good.
No1 even reads my blog
I ain't aziz ansari,kid cudi, kanye, or any 1
Who am I tho?
I am
Navin
Krishan
Khetarpal
-- Post From My iPhone
Mistakes
No matter what the magnitude, u will always be looked down upon.
There are pity mistakes and at times they feel like armegeddon
But the key is to not dwell on it and learn a moral and don't forgetem
Disappointment will wither as time passes
Even tho it will seem as slow as molasses.
I deserved the punishment I was given and the consequence I hAve recieved.
But it's a new awareness from within that I have concieved.
It's the late night poetry sesh
It's the time when I feel like I'm in another dimension
It's the moment in which I feel so free
It's the period when I can just b me.
It's the fragment in time I don't care about lookin fresh
It's my late night poetry sesh.
-- Post From My iPhone
Gone
As soon as u left I found them girls and I pounced.
All I really wanted allthewhile
was to see u and make u smile
U hve a smile and a laugh that can change lives and peoples days
U can do it all without even talkin or speaking one phrase
There's a small chance we will ever be,
But promise, that what we have now will stay between u and me.
Ur still the girl that I think about daily and everytime I wake up.
To be honest I like u best with no make up.
So I can see the true you, which is the most beautiful girl in the world
U made me a better person and made me smile and giggle like a little girl.
--by me.
No homo.
-- Post From My iPhone
Missin you
U left while bCk and now i'm alone
Got no1 to talk to, text or the phone
I wish I cud just hit u up And see how u been,
But that would hurt u more than a blow on the chin.
It's been sometime, can we please hang in future
I promis i've become more mature
I'm changin for the better as a person again
And all I really want is to see u, just as a friend
But oh well now I'm left alone just another late night.
CAn u hit me bCk? Even on a website
-- Post From My iPhone
Up late
-- Post From My iPhone
Saturday, July 18, 2009
Stayin focused
-- Post From My iPhone
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
Monday, July 13, 2009
Saturday, July 11, 2009
Friday, July 10, 2009
It's good to
-- Post From My iPhone
Thursday, July 9, 2009
Wednesday, July 8, 2009
LEBRON
It was assumed he was called "King James" because he reigns on the basketball court. But maybe LeBron James earned that nickname due to his tyrannical ways (in dealing with embarrassment).
On Monday, Jordan Crawford, a sophomore at Xavier (by way of Indiana), reportedly dunked on LeBron during a pick-up game at the LeBron James Skills Academy. Garry Parrish of CBSSports.com wrote that one high school player said, "it was bad". (We can only assume he meant "bad" in the Michael Jackson sort of way.)
LeBron must have agreed, because he had Nike officials confiscate the two videos that were taken of the dunk. (Parrish blames Nike, but reading between the lines it seems like the censorship was orchestrated by LeBron himself.)
Ryan Miller, a freelance photographer who was working at the camp that day, told CBSSports.com:
"LeBron called [Nike Basketball Senior Director Lynn Merritt] over and told him something," Miller said. "That's how I knew his name was Lynn. LeBron said, 'Hey, Lynn. Come here.'"
A few minutes later, Miller's tape was confiscated.
Connecting the dots, it seems clear that LeBron didn't want video leaking out of him getting dunked on by a college sophomore, so he told a Nike official to get the tape. It was an understandable reflex move (gotta protect the image), but it also unnecessarily makes a mountain out of a molehill.
The Crawford dunk would have been a temporary embarrassment for LeBron. Let's say the video was put on YouTube. It blows up for a bit, dominates blogs for 36 hours, everyone has a good chuckle and then it's forgotten about.
But by censoring the tape, LeBron turns the dunk into a legend. On video, it's just a dunk. Without video, the jam can reach mythic proportions. Because nobody can see it, the story of the dunk will grow in stature with each telling. Today, it was a simple two-handed slam. In a few days, it will be a 360-degree windmill. By the time Crawford makes his Xavier debut in October, he will have jumped off LeBron's shoulders, flipped in the air, slammed the ball home with his left pinkie and then handed LeBron $3.99 for his dry cleaning.
Without the video, we'll never know. Although, given his past history, I think it's safe to say that LeBron probably walked off the court without shaking Crawford's hand.
So
Metimes in life. U miss most what u can't hVe anymore and want most what is unattainable. That's the way life goes. I gotta just leave the past in the past and move on to my future. But I can't conpletely forget about my past I have to tAke the lesson out of it.
Lmfao tonight.! This should be interesting hahahaha
Can't wait for chappy!
-- Ya boy Krish!