It's begun

The next stage in my life has begun.
This uphill battle of changing myself has to b won.

I've been thru so much to get where i am.
Not many people think I can do it, but I know I can.

I have to just be myself and trust my good heart
This new me I'm becoming will b a piece of art.

I just have to prioritize and keep my head on straight
And keep myself positive and make sure I do great.

What will keep me going is my family and the mAn above.
That along with my friends tenderness and love.

All I know at this point, I can show the true essence of my inner being.

And yes

It's the new Navin you will all be seing

--navinkaykhetarpal.

-- Post From My iPhone

Oc register?

Hahaha

My long tweet haha..

This is it..gooobye address!

Swallow that pill that they call pride. Today is my last day home..lifes moving so fast. Im gonna miss some
People back home mainly family..But there are some special people I'll Miss too and they knw who they r. Life has takn me on some crzy twists and turns.Time to grow up..I never could change who I wuz in the eyes of the people I grew up with the last 4 years. But now it's new poeple a new life I can't fck it Up this time. Im out mis twijos,my twiggas,my tweeple, and my tweetsquad.Thanks4 followin.The day @kidcudi cancels his Twitter I will 2.Blog is where the focus will be..good bye 818,661 it's been real u taught me a lot. Like @Rjcollins is gon make 805 proud Im gonna make 661. 1luv


That was my goodbye adress via tweet.
-- Post From My iPhone

Hey

Tash

Haha.
I leave for college in 2 days people
Scary az fuhhhhhk

I've been really busy. I'll get back to Yall wit a poem in the next 48 hrs!



-- Post From My iPhone

What are the chances?

Probably slim.
But u never know
And I'll never give up!
I leave in 3 days! Love my fam.


-- Post From My iPhone

Supp my bloggers

Not that I hve any.
But I love to pretend I do ajah..
About to bake some coookiess tho! Lol.
I'm enjoying every last moment that I have @
Home right now..I move into Henley 138 in 4 dayz..oh fck! lOL it's all good not really cuz I haven't started packin..whatevs..poem later if I'm not on the phone wit this girlllllll.haha. She single-handedly can turn my day around..


-- Post From My iPhone

Show em

They wanna see me on my back
They wanna see my life derailing off the right track
They wanna see every little thing that I lack

They can't wait till I fall flat and never be what I want.
They are waiting, Just to taunt.
From here on I will stay humble and I'll rarely flaunt.

Oh I Just can't wait to prove my fans that they were right.
I wanna show my true believers that i will take flight
I am waiting for that day to Just shine bright.

They don't take me serious and it makes my bones quiver.
But it's them who I will show, I can deliver.

Ohh I'll show em when the time is perfect.. nd their jaws will drop.
Ohh I'll show em that I made it to the top.

--Navin Kay khetarpal

Shoutoutz to my true friends. College is 13 days away. Fck. Lol. Hit me up people. Missin it.

-- Post From My iPhone

Migrane

Please go away. Early night tonight. Don't have that person to talk to tonight! Lol. Itz all good. Happy burthday Bhua!

-- Post From My iPhone

Shits

Been crAzy the last few night. Was on the phone til 7AM the other day haha..shits been alright kinda weird..kinda amazing..kinda crazy..lol..poem later today..Kay? Hit me up people


-- Post From My iPhone

Idkay

I feel like I need to write about something so common an sentimental.
But these problems goin on in the world are just so mental.

At this point, to yall I'm something like a rental. Used.
I'm mentally unstable and mentally abused
Some love to see me weak, there just so amused

It's those people who don't know me that see me fallen and don't want me to rise.
But I'm gonna be atthe top and be the biggest surprise.
Keep doubting me but I've rid myself of this life of lies.
U will no longer need to respond and hear my cries

It's a new chapter in my life and in my books.
It's a new life comprised as a new me mentall and physically with my looks.
I'm movin on from this spoonfed life of love and the crooks.

I'm gettin happy now and nothing stands in my way.
I'm going to bold black and far from that shady gray.
I've crumbled my past, learned and threw it away.
Im a new man feelin happy and feelin so gay.

I'm a new person who is all togehter and will never again fray.

--Krishna within Navin kay

Amazing night.
Realized what's good in life.
What I need.
I'm gettin it all off my chest time for some sleep? Haha I think not


-- Post From My iPhone

Oh

You are my motivation.

I have some great friends. Sorry
For overlooking you all.

This month might have been the best month for me as a person in a LONG time.

14 days

Buenos noches!
:)
Smiles baby!


-- Post From My iPhone

Ya

I'm blessed with material things. And an amazing family who has given me so much. Ya I can come off as one thing. I haven't worked for much in my life. But wait and see who I become and what I become. I love you all I love the world. Takin it to the next level. Please continue every1 sayin what your saying. Just wait. That's all I have to say. I'm going to bed with a huge smile on my face. :)

--krishan jr.
That's who I am.
Ye!


-- Post From My iPhone

Damn

This is legit. Lovinliffee!
Day with the fam
Let go and got rid of so much of
My life! Feelz good peeps. Movin
On up! I feel like change is coming upon me.
Geez louizzee she is legit!

-- Post From My iPhone

I

Can't be doing this shit for every1 else..I gotta do
It for myself..

-- Post From My iPhone

"When

We really want certain people to care about us, we focus most of the attention on them, the people who will never care, and we overlook the people who care about us now and always will care about us."

Quote by
Navin Krishan Khetarpal
August 8th,

Looong night. Noodle time. Ye. Haha.
Very few people make me this happy.
This person really truly from the bottom
Of her heart cares about me. U never know
Right?
-- Post From My iPhone

I think

I'm too burnt out to do anything. Tommorow: morning-ro..afternoon-chiropractor..evening-SC football practice..night-alizas? Maybe we will see..hit me up every1

-- Post From My iPhone

Stage 3

Stage 1: from kindergarden to 8th grade
Man that shit went by, and the whole memory is just a fade.

Stage 2: man it's high school one of the biggest growing stages.
Wow I can believe it over and I'm writing my book filled with pages. HS filled it with love stories, mysteries, and sad dramas. It was a time in which I met some real and some fake bradas! Now it's time to move on and learn from every exirience the I have endured. It's time to change who I am is what I have conferred

Stage 3: it starts now or at the latest in a few weeks. At this point I'm changes just a few tweaks. I don't know what to expect as a student or as an independent dude. I definately don't know how to do my laundry. Fuck I'm screwed.

Stage 4: I don't even know when u begin or finish. I know that my inner love and heart through all these years will not diminish.


-- Post From My iPhone

Airplanevents!

So many different types of people. Eacho of them
With a different life and different story. Some rich some poor some inbetween. We all gotta be grateful for the people god has surrounded us with and be grateful for the lives he's given us. No1 lives a perfect life, every1 has their own obstacles. I feel a lot better after this week. Couldn't have asked for a better person to spend time with than my sister. Oh and I got a fedora. Itz sick. Airplane is chillen. Got my headphones and my music! That's all I need! We are starting out decent into orangecounty..fuck them and tellin me to turn my iPhone off. They don't understand wat this thing means to me! It's my baby.. But I could turn it off and be cool any day..should I do it tommorow? U tell me! Haha I wonder who still reads my blog..if u read this text me 6619937503..I'll leave you all with this bomb quote I saw on the Internet.


"Knowing is not enough; we must apply. Being willing is not enough; we must do."
~Leonardo Da Vinci



Actually I changed my mind. I wanna type more haha maybe I'll write a poem!

Alright
Peace!
Lovelifeyall!
Yadig?
Aha
HI HATERS!
I love you all!
Man this shit makes me feel good.

-kid curri!

-- Post From My iPhone

New new

Should I write about the economy being "so bad"
I feel like it's all a cycle
Should I write about people going mad?
I feel like it's life
Should I write about another lost love?
I feel like a broken record
Should I write about the influence and how I'm above?
I feel like liar
Should I write about my personal struggles and problems that are evident?
I feel like just another person fishin for some sympathy.
Should I write about how it's time for change and we got a new president?
I sound like every1 else in the world.

It's time to find new things to be about and express
Enough with the sob stories and being so stressed.
Its Time to love life and realize we've all been blessed


--navster OUT!


-- Post From My iPhone

I'm Me!

Who am i?

I am a kid who never gives up on his dream

The only kid who knows he will make the team



I am the kid who knows what he wants

The kid whose past just haunts



I am the kid who has been through a lot

Its true and thru these hard times, I truly fought



I lost a girl, I lost a friend.

I lost a respect that will b hard to mend



I disrespected my family my friends and my name

Now I have this horrible type of fame



But all of it was a sacrifice to be a better person

Im no longer the one in the back laughin and cursin



I went from being a boy to being a man

And now I know god is my loyal fan



Cheering for me to become great

What can I say? Its just my fate



I have changed so much as u all can see

Im nobody else…im just ME

--navzzz

-- Post From My iPhone

Yee. I need feedback people!

Latenightvents part 3!

Yo just in bed. Long day. With sis. Dipped like 4 times todaay. Fml. I love it. Anyways. Shits better. Family is what matters most. Blood is thicker than water and water is the only common thing me vs the random person next to me have in common. My sister is my hero. I officially think my brain is adjusting this chnage. But it'll never be adjusted fully. That's the way things are. Newps was siq. India in October. Lookin forward to it. Holla to all my readers outthere..loyal Navin fans..or should I say kid curri! My friends are all going there ways slowly. It sucks. Life moves on and those who truly mean something to u will...20 days..fkk..oh and loyal fans..don't stop believing. Every1 is gonna wanna b my fan as the years go by. But it's you all that I love and always will. Keep trustin the good u see in people. Shoutoutz to my girl Mackenzie..hang in there..I feel ur situation..shoutoutz to McNeezy,ro..tru hamiez..whap! Cara math..b who u are, not what people want u to be..think about that and soak it in. Rach, I know ur reading. U have been one of the influencial people in my life and thanks for teaching me everything..I'm sorry abt everything I did....I can never make it up to u..biggest shouout to my
Huge fanz..mom,dad,grandma,Tash,..


But my biggest fan..GOD!
Thanks for blessing me with a beautiful life

I'm gonna b big one day. Mark my words. Laugh now>weep later!

Poem? I think so

-- Post From My iPhone

Distance

So the friends I have today, will they be here tommorow?
It's this inner feeling of inconsistency that brings me sorrow

It's been so for many months and possibly years
It's been the reason I've shed so many tears

This inconsistency of people outside my own blood
This inconsistency has been fillin me up, this is the flood

People who were my life and my "best friends"
are no longer ready to make mends.

So I guess it's true, waters not like blood, it's thinner
In this cruel game of life, who's the winner?

This time i don't know what I did. It's like Nancy drew mystery.
And as time goes by these problems will be history.

But homiez, please tell me what I did wrong?
Was this distance just way too long?

--nav
-- Post From My iPhone

Shitz horrible. Itz how I feel. Peace haters.

"LA, a sunny place for shady people" -Lexy L

Drifting

Starts now..
Wow


-- Post From My iPhone

End of the road

I guess this is it
You go your way,
I go mine.

I hope were still gonna
Chill and talk all the time.

While ur out, drunk, leanin
And flirting with who knows who.

I'm chillin alone. Pondering and wondering
What did I do?

Oh well tho. Seems like the tables have turned.
I guess it's a bunch of lessons that I Learned

I won't really ever move on.
I'll still think of u when "kiss me thru the phone"
Is on..

Oh well, I lost u, and it seems like I've lost so much more
This shit hurts so bad. All the way down to the core.

Wow this feeling is like a shooting pain right thru
My heart.
Seeing you everyday felt good, but def wasn't smart.

I will leave u all with this one quote, it a hard pill to swallow.
Now my heart feels empty and hollow

"Oftentimes we say goodbye to the person we love without wanting to. Though that doesn’t mean that we've stopped loving them or we've stopped to care. Sometimes goodbye is a painful way to say I love you."



-- Post From My iPhone

What's up

Sorry. Didn't get to write last night. But I promise. U will get a few today. At the most inspiring place in the world..damn..it's early tho!


-- Post From My iPhone

Illness

This is an illness that can't be cured
It has symptoms and can be terminal

What's the medicine?
There is none. The only thing
That will make it go away partially
Is broken trust, loss of confidence,
And time.

But this illness in full force will never go away.
So why and try to suppress it?
Just embrace it and be it.

This illness can kill but at times it can
Keep you alive and sane.
This illness can't be faked or impostered,
This illness is something that millions crave
This is the illness that will find happyness and pave your way
This illness is LOVE

--nav